This is someone who agreed to share this excerpt from their conversation with the Annunakis (I channeled).
This person had lost faith in themselves because they trusted the wrong teacher who took her money & didn’t deliver her any results. She was heartbroken and was looking for guidance.
This conversation was very inspiring and gave her so much hope and positive momentum forward. That’s why I thought of sharing it with you. The best part of the conversation is towards the end. ;)
Her: Why did I create this experience? I don’t understand….I'll not be able to trust my feelings around another person ever again.
Annunaki: Never not trust your feelings. Your feelings are the right guidance. You have learned something new. And it has also helped you realize many other things that you may not be aware of right now.
So, trusting your feelings was the right thing to do.
You created this experience for yourself to grow much further into your theme. To ask for what you want fearlessly, to not accept nonsensical explanations, to fight for what you believe is yours.
Her: But these are not the themes I care about. I want to be my happier version. Why am I creating this challenging reality?
It kind of makes me lose faith in myself that I am creating such negative realities for myself.
Annunaki: Because you love challenges.
Her: Not in this way……
Annunaki: The whole point of the situation is to find love within and not to seek outside of you. Love is present within you and you don't have to get love from somebody else outside to feel loved. All you have to do is to love yourself to feel loved.
Her: That is exactly what I am not able to do. Because I'm not able to meet my needs.
I'm attracting situations that are triggering me. How will I love myself?
When I'm creating so much nonsense for myself. And pain for myself. How will I accept myself? When I'm being a pain in my own ass.
Annunaki: That is exactly the challenge that you have to overcome to love yourself despite the mistakes you are making.
Her: I'm not able to love myself after making these mistakes. I'm sorry. I don't know how to love myself. I'm not okay with this.
Annunaki: And you not being okay with this is okay. That is okay. That is perfectly okay.
You not being okay with making mistakes is also okay. You feeling these emotions is also okay. And you not loving yourself because of all of these situations is also okay. The point is unconditional acceptance of what is.
You are feeling all these four things. And it is okay to feel everything, all of this, even if it is contradictory and paradoxical.
Her: But I am not okay with feeling these negative emotions….
Annunaki: And that is okay too. That is perfectly okay to not be okay.
That is unconditional acceptance - to not be okay and to be okay with not being okay.
Her: But this is like hard work, it is like I have to keep doing this thing. It’s like I have to put in a conscious effort to be okay in not being okay. It is not organic & natural.
I still don't understand why would I create this experience for myself.
Annunaki: Maybe to understand that your needs are valid.
Her: That is not the answer I was looking for. I already know my needs are valid.
Annunaki: Then why are you feeling these emotions? If your needs were valid then you wouldn't feel negative emotions. You would validate all of them.
Her: The whole point of me doing the “breakthrough session” was so that I am okay with myself unconditionally, which I am not able to do right now.
And I am in the same situation, so the problem is not solved.
Annunaki: So how can you create that solution in a different way instead of a breakthrough?
Her: I don't know.
Annunaki: You do. You do have the answer inside you. Ask your soul.
How can you be unconditionally accepting yourself without any breakthroughs? Something that you can do by yourself. To be okay with mistakes.
Her: But then that makes me not want to trust myself again. Because I'm not able to consistently generate results for myself.
If I'm making mistakes, then I cannot trust myself. Because that means I'm not good at reading people, and I'm not willing to accept that.
That will break my confidence.
Annunaki: Maybe your confidence needs to be broken.
Her: But why would you do that?
Annunaki: So that you can reconstruct your confidence again. On certain truths about yourself, realistically speaking.
Her: And what are those truths?
Annunaki: That you are inherently a good person.
(She breaks down into tears and starts sobbing at this point)
Annunaki: …..And that you are making mistakes. You are really trying hard to do the best for yourself. And to be forgiving of that part. That has made the mistake because it was really trying hard to help you…
Maybe all you need to do is accept that - that part of you is really trying to help you. It was genuinely trying to do the right thing. But it made a mistake in choosing the wrong person.
Forgive it, because it was doing it with the best intention. Maybe assume good intentions on all parts of you by default and maybe guide them so that you know in which ways they are prone to danger, prone to mistakes. To forgive them and to guide them. To be forgiving of yourself.
Her: This sounds like too much work.
Annunaki: So, ask your soul, how can you make it effortlessly?
Her: By forgiving the part of me that created such experience whenever things are not going my way. And to find out the highest intention of that part, And what it was trying to do. To forgive it. To guide it.
Thank you! Thanks a lot for this.
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